taking a break now as you have probably noticed! i will probably be back sometime soon ! i will send my owed art to you guys i owe something via private notes !
the reason for this is simply 'cause my lack of time and inspiration. and some personal issues i'm working on atm. my work schedule has changed radically and well... working and my dog take up a lot of my time. pretty much all of it. until i get my sleeping rythm and all worked up there's little hope for me having spare time and energy for da.
i storaged my art just because i feel uncomfortable leaving it here to hang around.
i'm trying my best to get things work up !
another thing affecting my idling is that just recently it came to my aknowledge that a few finnish "big" artist here are two faced bitches talking shit of me behind my back and my art and how shit and bad it is and how they're better than me and probably everyone here.
WHILE at the same time coming and commenting on my art how "pretty" it is.
i don't really give a flying fuck if people think my art is shit. i can't please everyone and i think it's okay i know my art isn't perfect and fab. but the fact these people come and lick my ass telling me how "kawaii piccus omg let's art trade n shit cause you so lovely ^___^" while they think and TALK to other people about how i'm a "whore" and my art "is shitty and way worse than theirs" is disgusting. shame on you.
shame on you. this is childish and immature. grow up. how fool of me to think you were nice people like you seem to be. i really hope other people will never know how much you talk shit about them and their art here, it might effect your "fame" negatively. that would be such a shame. :------------)
i hope you recognize yourselves here. and this just proves how peope should never trust a person based on their internet behaviour. i never did really, but this is just plain pathetic. god.
i'm not trying to get any sympathy i'm just simply really pissed and dissapointed at people atm.
i really don't feel like being around this site anymore for this reason. i know i will be back cause well, i just love the most of you guys and tbh i really miss you and your art! a few bad apples on a tree aren't enough to keep me away for good! i just got really fucking sick of these rotten ones and i need my "hospital of time" now.
just ahhhh hope you understand !!
much love and enjoy the spring time !